Post by nathan michael freemont on Jun 30, 2009 21:59:51 GMT -5
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THERE'S GONNA BE A PARTY TONIGHT[/b][/color][/font]
AND DO YOU THINK THAT YOU'RE INVITED I KNOW THAT YOU'RE EXCITED[/color][/font]
after a long, hard week, it was definitely time for nathan to take a break. there had been so much pressure on him lately to change, more than there usually was, and he needed to get away from everything. well, being like any other guy, what do you think he would do? go to a nightclub. get drunk, get stoned, whatever. his life was so fucked up already that he didn’t even bother to think twice about getting into more trouble. who cared. he’d probably be dead by this time next year anyway. kayson was having no positive effect on him whatsoever. his track of mind hadn’t changed one bit, and he had suicidal thoughts at least once a day, as he always had. although, the school itself did have a number of perks. he was allowed out on weekends and could spend them however the fuck he wanted. hah, stupid counselors. they didn’t know anything. he acted bright and cheery around them and they figured he was making progress. and as he was well-behaved in classes, he was given a lot more freedom than some of the other students. man, if they only knew what he was really like.
standing in his dorm room, nathe stared blankly at his closet, where he knew he’d have to pick some clothes from. he was going to the club tonight, and, well, frankly, he needed to look good. he needed to look the part so he could get himself the attention he so desired. nathan’s life had been a constant black abyss, and at the moment he was honestly looking for it to get a little bit better, at least for a night. give it a day and he’d be back to his same depressing self. he knew tonight wouldn’t be a huge turn for him or anything. hell, that would never happen. but for at least today he needed something to distract himself from the life he lived. things even got to be a bit too much for him, where he needed just a little something to make it to the next day. better dead or not, nathan didn’t think that he would be dead today or anything. it wouldn’t happen quite that soon, inevitable as it was or not. he diverted his attention from his usual depressing thoughts and turned back to the closet in front of him. with a sigh, he grabbed his usual clothes, a hoodie and skinny jeans, pulling them on quickly and setting out for the club.
nate was a depressing sight, walking down the sidewalk dejectedly with his hands in his pockets on a friday night. it was sights of himself like this that made nathe slightly amazed that the teachers didn’t notice anything. that they didn’t realize what he was really up to, and that progress was something he’d never experienced before. but he had more important things to think about tonight, he told himself as he approached the doors of the club with the pulsing dance music beating from inside, clearly audible to all walking by. he walked in with no problem, the guys outside waving him in impatiently. it was already late, and after a while, he knew, they got tired and just waved people in easily. he didn’t even need to prove himself. not to mention nate was here enough that they would have recognized him anyway and let him in without checking anything. easy peasy, he said to himself with a small smile as he walked in to the pounding music he’d heard from outside. it was nothing, hearing it outside, compared to actually being here. he meandered the crowded club for a few moments before walking to a random table and sitting down. better to let the company approach him first. they all knew what he was here for.
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