Post by ariana nicole benett on Apr 29, 2009 1:02:56 GMT -5
ariana nicole benett.
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"this is what the birth certificate says. the basics, of course."
FULL NAME.[/font][/blockquote]ariana nicole benett
NICKNAMES.ari - ana
AGE.sixteen
DATE OF BIRTH.september 12
SEXUAL ORIENTATION.straight
MEMBER GROUP.suicidals
CANON OR ORIGNAL.original
"i'm sexy, i'm cute. the appearance is everything."
HEIGHT.[/font][/blockquote]5'3
WEIGHT.109
BODY TYPE.slim
HAIR COLOR.light blonde, almost white
EYE COLOR.dark green
DISTINGUISHING FEATURES.eyes
PLAY BY.jac vanek
"some say it's what's on the inside, counts."
LIKES.[/font][/blockquote]music - writing - photography - drawing - cell-phone - internet - coffee - animals - cutting - foster parents - friends - dancing - flowers - eating - singing - colors - winter - rain - snow - television - school - good grades.
DISLIKES.spiders - heights - players - preppy girls - her uncle - lying - frowning - sunny days - crying - being here - therapists.
STRENGTHS.friends - talent - caring nature
WEAKNESSES.her uncler - her past - boys
HABITS/QUIRKS.bites her nails - messes with hair - bites lip when she's nervous
FEARS.boys - spiders - heights
SECRETS.was raped by her uncle - was adopted
FULL PERSONALITY.ariana could honestly be considered a true sweetheart, quite a miracle considering she was raised like another other rich spoiled brat in her hometown. back to vivian, the saint of scotland. the young sixteen year old girl has always been the sweetest girl around, nice even to the cruelest of people. it's quite hard to hate her, though many of the other students have tried to. yet no one can resist her charming smile and her way with words. ariana would be such a great manipulator if it wasn't for her sweet nature. still many find her a bit unbearable, they can only handle her level of niceness to a certain extent. after all even the best seed must have a fault, and truth be told ariana has more than one. she trusts people easily, which in many cases is not that good. it makes it so that she can easily be manipulated by people she believes to be friends, and makes her seem naive, or makes it notable that is. ariana has a child-like quality to her that makes her extremely vulnerable, if not completely weak and fragile.
ariana is a quite soul, choosing to speak with her writing instead of with her actual voice. i'm not saying that she never says a word, more that she expresses her opinions through her writing instead of voicing them to others. she feels it's a much better method than just coming out with what she thinks and making people upset. ariana hates it when others are upset because of something she said. even if it was for a frivolous matter that no one would have cared about if it had been them that had said it. as quiet as ariana may be at times, she does enjoy having conversations with others on the silliest subjects. whether it be the weather or guessing what color their socks are, ariana is easily amused. she hates it when people grow bored easily because she always finds herself getting bored along with them, which is why she enjoys coming up with fun subjects to talk about. ariana adores having people start conversations with her as well, since sometimes she becomes terribly shy depending on whose she's talking to, and where they currently are. obviously ariana has an easier time speaking with to girls than to boys.
ariana has never had much experience with guys, except for the ones that have gone to her school their whole life just as she has. although many are devilishely handsome, the events that happened in her life make it almost unabreable to look at any other boy. she's afraid that the incident, as she refers to it, will occur once again. although she has a habit of trusting others, she instantly closes herself off when its a boy trying to know more about her. sure, she'll speak about her interests and such but she'll never say anything about her past, least of all her uncle. this kind of makes it hard for her to actually have a stable relationship. not like any relationship could be stable with her, after all not many people enjoy being with someone who tried to kill herself on various occasions. this fact not only repels many boys, but many possible friends in general. people have voiced their opinion on what she has done to herself, and have even called her stupid on more than one occasion.
ariana is by no means stupid, she's actually quite intelligent. her choices on the otherhand, were less than what was to be expected of such a bright girl. still her actions do not change the fact that she's quite intelligent. before everything went spiraling downward, ariana received the top marks in her class and was well-liked by many people. she would have actually been considered popular. never the less that changed as soon as sh came into kayson academy. her grades were still the best, but her status dropped down. although ariana is well liked by many of the studenst here, she is by no means extremely popular. nor is anyone else, but thats besides the point. ariana has always been good at making herself feel as if she's unworthy of many things. it's strange seeing as ariana likes having a semi-positive view of life. she tries to forget about her past experiences, and what her life was like before the incident. ariana hates it when others let her down because she tries seeing the best in people and for them to just do that makes it seem like they didn't care how much work she put into caring. after all not everyone can be just as caring as ariana is, it's not as easy as it may appear.
"history starts now, or when i was born."
PARENTS.[/font][/blockquote]
callie janine kelling - thiry - five - nurse
erik samuel stevens - thirty - five - drug dealer
SIBLINGS.none
BIRTHPLACE.new york city
SIGNIFICANT OTHERS.none
CHILDREN.none
PETS.none
FULL HISTORY.the day callie kelling, the young and naive girl, met erik stevens, the sixteen year old drop-out, everyone knew that it was a disaster waiting to happen. it seemed like the only people that didnt realize that was, well them. they fell for each other instantly, and held a steady relationship for months, although her parents were against the whole relationship. they had begged their daughter to leave him and when that didn't work they resorted to other methods such as; bribery, punishment and they even threatened to take away her inheritenece. but young callie was blinded by love and chose to throw everything away just for erik. her parents gave up on her but it wasn't until the day that they found she was pregnant that they actually disowned their own daughter. they actually didn't find out from callie, no, they had found the pregnancy test she had taken in her bathroom. when they told her that they knew about the baby that was on the way, callie tried to change the subject by saying that they were sneaking around her room, an excuse that her parents were quick to disreguard, after all everyone knows that that excuse never works.
after callie realized that there was no use in her trying to turn this whole thing around, she sat through the verbal abuse that followed. it didn't take long for them to start talking about abortion with her, urging her that it was the best thing to do right now. she was barely seventeen and was not responsible enough to take care of another human being. yet callie was not being rational, in her eyes she would be the perfect mother and erik would be the perfect husband and father. he would take care of them and they would all live happily ever after. her parents knew what would really happen but they had no idea how to get their idea through callie's head, and in the end they kicked her out. they couldn't bear to support a daughter who had no respect for them. callie was distraught when all these events happened, she thought her parents would be with her through thick and thin, but since they weren't she went to the only person that she thought would care, erik. she went to his aparment, suitcase in hand and was surprised to find him, without clothes and another woman in his house, at that moment callie was speechless, to say the least.
she gave up everything to be with erik, and to be with their soon to be born child, and he was cheating on her. she didn't know whether to be angry with him or with herself. everything her parents and friends had told her had in fact been true. she would surely look like a fool if she went back home to beg for forgiveness but what other choice did she have. callie no longer had erik, and she no longer had any one else for that matter. she questioned her will to live at that moment, knowing that no one would miss her if she were to die right then and there. but then she felt a soft nudge on her stomach that would have gone unnoticed if she had not been paying attention. she realized that she did have something to live for, her baby. although it wouldn't be born for a while, aproximately six months since she hadn't had her period since march, callie already felt an instant connection with her baby. she had yet to realize that a baby would cost money that she did not have. after that little moment callie set to work on making her baby's entry into this world was as perfect as she would manage.
first thing she needed to do was get a job, which was much harder than it sounded. seeing as she had yet to return to high school, her parents had cut her tuition, and no one wanted a high school drop-out, she had few options for a career. in the end, callie began working in the town's supermarket. next thing she needed to do was find a place to live. at that moment she had been living in the shelter, but she knew that a shelter was no place for an infant. callie, herself, didn't feel like she belonged there, but it would have to suffice until she found a new place to live. a few months passed by and she had been able to earn enough money for a small one-bedroom apartment in the worst neighbor imaginable, but it was better than nothing. a few more months passed and before she knew it, she was close to being due. thanks to the discount, callie was able to get various baby items for her child, though she was still unsure whether it would be a girl or a boy. yet callie was fine with it as long as her baby was healthy and with her soon. the day of callie's delivery was interesting, to say the least. and it started out normal, like usual.
she was on her way to work, when she felt a warm liqud through her sweatpants. she immedietly hailed a cab, only to be met with erik once more. it's easy to say that the car ride was extremely awkward. they exchanged few words, but when they reached the hospital, instead of leaving, erik got out of the car and accompanied her. she tried getting him to leave but it was useless, for some strange reason, erik wanted to be there when they delievered her, well their baby. the rest of the day could not be described because they events that followed were too sickening to even put into words. long story short, callie finally got her baby as well as erik. and the two lived happily ever after.... yeah right. things went well for a while, although it was quite hard for them to handle their daughter, ariana nicole. they had no idea how to take care of a child and both got frustrated easily. they fought relentlessly and callie knew that she had made a mistake. but she kept ariana, knowing deep inside of her that she loved this child with all her heart and would have hated to loose her. callie had no idea that the worse was yet to happen.
one day a knock was heard on the door, and callie was surpised to see it was the police. after giving her a search warrant and searching her entire apartment, well nearly destroying it, they found what they had been looking for, erik's drugs. turns out he lied to callie about his job and instead of going to work at the local minery, he went to the streets to sell drugs. when the police arrived they immedietly saw ariana and child's protective services were called. they took ariana away from callie and put her in a temporary home until someone adopted her. callie was distraught, now she had no one. it didn't take long for young vivian to get adopted, she was still a few months old and there was a high demand for those in the adoption agency. anyways, she was adopted by a young couple, mary ann and james benett. they had been visiting new york and had fallen in love with the young child, who was adorable even at a young age. as soon as they gained custody of her though, they moved her back home, where she was quickly welcomed by friends and other family members.
her younger years were quite normal, well as normal as they could be for a child in her situation. she was spoiled rotten by her foster parents who had enough money to buy an entire country. still ariana was quite humble and tried making a name for herself. in her younger years ariana showed isigns of being an intelligent girl. she learned to do things rather quickly, by the time she was three years old she already knew how to speak, eat, walk and was slowly learning how to read. most of her spare time was spent trying learn new things. she was fascinated by things she did not know how to do, like mostly any other child would have been at her age. it wasn't long before she was old enough to go to school. her parents sent her to the best school in their home where she excelled in almost everything, of course it wasn't difficult considering it was elementary school and most subjects were easy. but thats besides the point, ariana soon became quite a popular girl among her group of friend. she had everything anyone could want, beauty, money and the looks. it was like she was made for that lifestyle.
anyways, her elementary school years were basically the same, as well as her first two middle school years. the only thing that changed was ariana's attitude, she started to become more and more mature. any trust me when i say, everyone noticed. not only did her attitude change but so did her appearance. boys quickly started taking notice of her, and did everything to catch her attention. too bad for them, ariana was still in her own little world and nothing could distract her. things were going extremely well for her, until the incident happened, that is. the events of the day were quite normal, ariana went to school and when she came home, her parents were gone and her uncle was in charge for her until they came back. ariana was completely fine with it, she had been used to her parents leaving her with family members or nannies while they went on business trips or small vacations. she was actually glad that they left her with her uncle because he was her favorite family member. anyways, the evenings went by like usual. they ate dinner, watched some tv, and before she knew it it was time for her to sleep.
ariana went to her room and laid down on her bed and slept, for a while. suddenly she was awaken by noises at the door. she quickly got up only to see her uncle entering her room. she asked what he was doing him, but instead of answering he lunged at her, covering her mouth. ariana panicked, she had no idea what was going on but she was afraid. she tried screaming but it was useless, his hand made it hard for her to breath, let alone speak. he ripped away the covers, and tore away at her clothes, leaving her in her undergarments. he removed his hand so that he could remove his own pants, giving her time to let out a blood curling scream. but ariana was quickly silence as he strike her. ariana stayed silent after thaty, ignoring the searing pain from the small wound he had left her. she could feel the blood dripping from her face but there were other more important matters that she was worried anout, like the fact that her uncle was about to do something that she never expected her too. tears fell down ehr face as he finally removed his own clothes and inched closer to her, pinning her down on the bed.
ariana tried moving away, but he was too strong for her and before she knew it she felt herself being penetarted by him, loosing the most valuable thing to her. throughout the whole experience the one thing that was on her mind was, why? why was this happening to her, why was her uncle doing this to her. okay so technically they werent related but she had always thought of him as family and he ruined that bond. ariana cried silently, wishing that this would be all over already. the next days was painful for her, she felt sore and her eyes were red from spending the entire night crying. ariana walked down to the kitchen only to see her uncle cooking and acting as if nothing happened. as soon as he saw her though, he made her swear never to tell anyone what happened, threatening to kill her and her parents if she did. ariana grudgingly agreed, she cared more about her parent's safety than anything else. after that day things were never the same again. ariana closed herself off from the world, and so began her downward spiral.
she pushed her old friends away and got new ones, ones that didn't pry about her life, instead giving her something that made the pain go away. ariana stopped getting good grades and spent most of her time away from home, choosing to hang out with her new friends. she started drinking and trying to drugs, anything that could keep her from hurting. a month passed and ariana kept getting worse and worse by the minute. her parents noticed this but they thought it was just a teenage thing and just shook off the bad feeling. ariana felt worse than ever, and it wasn't long before she found another way to deal with her issues, cutting. she enjoyed having control over something and she felt a thrill in seeing the scarlet liquid fall from her wounds. this continued for a few more months, until finally ariana felt that just cutting wasn't enough. she couldn't handle even being in her room anymore, it brought back too many horrid memories. so one night, when her parents had already gone to sleep, ariana slit her wrists, and waited for death to take over her. she felt herself fall into the darkness, and before she knew it she was unable to even keep her eyes open.
the last night she heard before closing her eyes was hearing the scream, the scream of her mother. ariana woke up to find herself in a room filled with doctors and her mother. she tried moving only to be met with an immense pain in her arms. she looks at her wrist which were wrapped in a gauze, her blood barely vissible. of course she realized that her attempt at suicide did not work. she spent the first week at the hospital speaking to a therapist who adviced her mother that ariana needed professional help that not evens he could give her. ariana's mother was tempted to let her stay at home but in the end they did what was best for her and sent her to kayson academy.
"it's time to meet the puppeteer."
YOUR NAME.[/color][/b][/font][/center]yes imma spy =D.
YOUR AGE.fifteen
YEARS OF EXPERIENCE.two and a half (:
CONTACT INFO.pm is fine
SECRET PHRASE.admins edit :P
MEMBER TITLE.AWESOME =P
ANYTHING ELSE.ermm no
ROLEPLAY SAMPLE.
REMEMBER THOSE WALLS I BUILT?
BABY THEY'RE TUMBLING DOWN.
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NOTES[/color][/b][/font] this is a lame post -.- sorryy
TAG[/color][/b][/font] adam (:
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